Mailing List Service Felist.Com -*-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Parshath Bo For the week ending 6 Shevat 5762 / January 18 & 19, 2002 _____________________________________________________________ Boogie-Woogie "Stretch forth your hand toward the heavens, and there shall be a darkness on the land of Egypt, and the darkness will be tangible." (10:21) As young children, our last request at bed-time is "Daddy, don't close the door!" And what if the door accidentally closes and we find ourselves alone and in the dark? What fear lurks in the darkness? Some vast and hideous monster two inches from our face? Some huge slimy insect hiding under the bed? The remnants of last night's midnight feast? Even when we grow to adulthood, we never completely lose our fear of the dark. If we no longer fear it as we did when we were children, it's because we can get out of bed and flick the switch. But if we were placed in a darkness over which we had no control, if we were powerless to restore the light, all those primordial youthful fears would immediately take hold. Why is the dark so frightening? More than large furry spiders or the famous, but rarely-spotted, Boogie man, what really frightens us about the dark is that we are in a world where nothing exists outside ourselves. Nothing exists. Only the sound of our own breathing. The thump, thump of our heart. And after a few minutes of silence, the low whistling of the blood flowing in our ears. The sound of nothing. In Hebrew the word for darkness is connected to the word "to withhold" (see Bereishet 22:12). Darkness is the absence, the withholding, of the world outside. In this week's Torah portion, we read about the ninth plague inflicted on the Egyptians - the plague of darkness. Ostensibly, this was a very benign plague. No blood turned to water. No one suffered excruciating boils. Just darkness. A darkness that at first prevented you from seeing someone even if they were right in front of your face, and then it became thicker until it literally froze people. How can darkness freeze someone? In the dark, I perceive that there is nowhere outside of me. I have nowhere to go. If I extend my little finger, it will vanish. There is nothing there. No place, no space outside. I often think that the present plight of the Jewish People in Israel is rather like those Egyptians in the plague of darkness. We feel paralyzed, incapable of action. Our Boogie Man wears a kafiah and has a permanent three-day stubble on his face. We feel that if we move at all, we will simply vanish into nothingness - like some medieval sailor's nightmare of sailing off the edge of the world. One of G-d's name is Hamakom, meaning "the Place." The mystics teach that G-d doesn't exist in the world - The world exists in G-d. G-d is the place of the world and G-d causes existence. The nations of the world repeat the same message to the Jewish People down the ages "You have no place in this world." You don't belong here. Your destiny is to wander. In every lie, there is a grain of truth. It is true that in the natural order of things the Jewish People have no place in the world. We are an anti-historical phenomenon: By all laws of history and probability, we should have faded out long ago. Historical theory's biggest problem is our survival. The truth is that we don't belong in a purely physical world, because the ultimate expression of the Jew is through spirituality. But in a world devoid of spirituality, we have no place. Our problems begin when we think that our purpose is to be a nation just like any other nation. G-d didn't make us that way; we are a supernatural people. Our entire existence depends on our relationship to G-d. Only when we realize this will we emerge from our paralyzing darkness to a world of security and light. _____________________________________________________________ Written and Compiled by [mailto:sinclair@ohr.israel.net] Rabbi Yaakov Asher Sinclair (C) 2001 [http://www.ohr.edu/] Ohr Somayach International - All rights reserved. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Please visit our web page http://www.kehilasmy.org ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Buy books with 10% off from Artscroll and Artscroll will donate us 5% of your purchase: http://artscroll.com/linker/kehilasmy/home -*-------------------------------------------------------------------------- Unsubscribe: http://felist.com/member/unsub?grp=lit.kehilasmy http://felist.com/ mailto:ask@felist.com